30 August 2006, 10:34 PM

One, its like a dream come true;

I really think its the prelims that is making me insane. Its making me paranoid about every single thing in my life, raking up things in the past and thinking too much. Oh and the four season's mood? Its thanks to the exam stress.

I'm going crazy. Sleeping for 12 hours for the past three days is already bad enough, now all these? Gawd its not that I wna think of them, its because of the caffeine that prevents me from sleeping and thinking bout too much stuff. Ah I was overjoyed when I saw my bed today. Took a straight long nap for 4 hours. Plus the weather was really awesome.

Ss was screwed, didnt even apply any skills that I was clogging my head with, Emath wasnt that bad, only left out 10 marks, not bad at all. Hm Geog as usual, ____. (fill in the blanks) Chem, f a i l.

So far, socialstudiesemath1geogchem are over. See what nonsense I do next for the upcoming papers. Whoohoo.

Due to insufficent sleep, now do I really look like a zombie ._. Well at least the consoling point is that I'm not the only one looking like that. Hur eyebags unite!

Dang cant upload stuff. I'm off then!





27 August 2006, 8:01 PM

She's a maneater.



Best song ever produced by him so far. [=

Tsk tsk. Some people do say bout smthg but still they do it eh? Lol now this is what I call CON-TRAdiction.

English ooh, was hell shit.
Let's see, paper 1 was a hell disaster, knnbccb I literally wanted t bang my head against the wall. The situational was like filled with 74782657239535 points, here there EVERYWHERE. Congrats t those who managed t finish it, cos I really look up t em. I couldn't even write the suggestions or even have time t think of it, much less write it down. So there, it was incomplete. Paper 2, is the usual. 0/5 for vocab, well done jz.

Chemistry prac didnt go too well also. Firstly, I think my graphs are totally out. Secondly, I didn't get the POP sound! ): Some stupid hydrogen gas, why didn't I cheat by using theory? Dang so bye t my prac..

Tomorrow's Social studies (bye t that too!) and Emath paper 1. Just hope my Emath will brighten up my day. Do I have t resort t this :l

Just smthg t add in, why must our school be so special t cramp most of the papers before holidays? It decreases the chances of us getting in for first three months cos the other schools have most of their papers after the holidays. Ah, unjustice.

I'm so gona flunk prelims, hoho.

I REALLY REALLY wish these few months would fly pass faster than I expect, cos I really cant live in this world where studying takes up 99.9% of my time. ): I would really rather go through torturous training.. wait. Maybe not. Just normal training will do. Or probably go and study overseas or smthg, the stress is eating me alive!

Anyone going for KrunkMarket? :D

3minutes t blog now,
Won't be here for the next few days I guess!
Bbbb byebye!

I hate friendster, it's always screwed. =S





23 August 2006, 7:35 PM

You do get it, don't you?




Yesterday was moley's birthday. Mm hm celebrated after school, and she didnt even know la! Hafta run t the bus stop and grab her back t school. Lol and finally we have a nice group shot. =) Sec 4/3 2006!

Now knowing that her birthday's over.. Upcoming will be mine! Tsk so thickskin ._. Hur but everyone will be busy mugging awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, no one's gona remember the day my mum shat me out. Haha why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

TODAY, 230806, WESNESDAY ( bold highlight underline underline UNDERLINE ) is the last day of school! )= Well not exactly la, but its the last time that we all attend lessons too.

The 10 No Mores;
No more tests
No more gossiping bout teachers during class and laughing bout how they mispronounce words No more acting sneakily with food trying t pop em into your mouth when the teacher turns t the board t write smthg
No more stoning
No more msging in class
No more panicking about spot checks of whatever that is illegal. ( eg. BRAS )
No more getting caught for sleeping in class
No more of being asked t stand and answer questions
No more snatching seats t your own advantage
And lastly,
NO MORE SAME FRIENDS IN SAME CLASS! :'(
( Yeah I know the english abit the wrong )

How depressing. And thanks for today's assembly on emphasising IT WAS THE LAST DAY. The first thing we did was t take class photo. Teehee though it was right smack in the morning where people usually look THE UGLIEST. Oh wells it was still good anyway.

After school, it was the first time studying in the school library. It more productive than the canteen though. Sam, Bei and Sha, which after a few noisy ones came in t join us too, eg Wanching. Tsk but it was okay la. At least I've managed t cover a lil on my QA. Then it was home with Bei, myheadwasliterallybursting.

Nat called after t ask me t join them for SI. I really wanted t go! ): But then there's Chem prac tmr, which many of them dont have in fact. Lucky shits. Yes, tomorrow's the start of the how scary prelims. Everyone pray okay.

Still have alot more t say, but it just cant come out. Almost died during tuition yesterday cos I received some fucking message that scared the hell outta me. And yeah, its the kinda related t personal stuff? And what leads t all these? A stupid post on my blog. Like wtf and it was quite sometime ago luh, and all the shit is I HOPE, not gona happen again. Just what is that bitch thinking? Omg she better ot screw things up again. If I fail my O's, I would know who t look for.

Cant blog anymore, mummy's buying dinner and she's coming home any minute. Shall just put aside some words and save it for the next post. Study hard all! :]

Please recover! =S





21 August 2006, 2:39 PM

Intoxication.




It really pays t be greedy eh. How foolish, gobbling down delicious chocolates and now, I've got t suffer.. Sore throat + fever. Aint I THE champion? Dang, everything seems extra thick.

I'm never gona change my blogskin already. Heh at least not for the time being, I took some time t edit. Wasted so much fucking time. /: Now I cant go update my Zen, so annoying!

Mass at Chijmes yesterday. Attendance wasn't too good though. But we've got this little badge! Damn cute luh. :D Met Kahyee t study for awhile, she's damn retarded la i swear. Ya and this is the song! Tsk then it was home t sleeeeeeeep.

Didnt go school today, just as I thought so. Missing classes, but hope I didnt miss out on alot. Prelims starting this Thursday, why so fast! My sixth sense keeps telling me that I'm really gona fail, yes? Thank you.





Nokia N72, The New Diva.
One of the best creations form Nokia I must say! Its too good t be true! [: Ah I wna persuade my daddy t buy it for me.. Teehee.





19 August 2006, 2:30 PM

Stars are blind.

Caramel Frappuccino

Creative and expressive, you tend to match your Frappuccino flavor to your mood. And a flavored syrup is always a must!
What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?


Ah, when I did this quiz, it was so true! Heh my favourite all time drink is caramel frap! :) Ooh I'm yearning for coffee now! So not addictive.

Yes, and I've got smthg t comment on SI.
Firstly, how can Mathilda ever ever get out? And the worse is, Both Hady and Johnathan were in the bottom 3! What stupid choices, people nowadays really dont know how t vote la seriously. =s Does deaf people major in the voting competition? So dumb la, the competition's like telling su that really, ANYONE in Spore can win this contest. So grossed out.

Stayed over at Bestie's house during the weekday. Wednesday, if I'm not wrong. Yes, our motive was t study. We did la, but wasn't that productive haha. But was fun. :)

Next week's the last day of school, ]: How sad can life be? We were so worried bout studying for Prelims, and now its just a step away. Like I'm so dead, not even half way through revisions. By this time, you tend t regret everything you've done in the past.. not consistenly studying for tests or even on normal basis, and usually, regreting now is far too late. So hoping and praying hard for a miracle would be the one and only glimmer of hope.

My legs are gona break I swear, hate muscle cramps. And the best thing is, I hadn't do any strenuous exercises or running! Maybe my muscles are shrinking haha. If so then I'd rather go through the pain, so worth it can. ;D Been waiting for so long ahah. But if its not, then dang. Counterpain really doesnt seem to help. :'(

Last PE of the year on Friday. ): Cldnt do much though, played ball with Ali and Mag. Lol but we played some soccer in the evening. :D you don't know how fun is it t be a goalie! It's not like a loser position or smthg, in fact its the best player okay! Ahem then went for Chem lessons after that.

Sometimes close friends can be such a nuisance dont you think?

Juniors are selling thingys at Pesta today. Haha really wanted t go down and support them but i cant, gotta mug throughout. This life is really boring, and I can't believe that I'm saying this but, I'D RATHER TRAIN, honestly. Now everyone's gona think that I'm pyscho haha.

Yes, back t studying now. Gona go out later though, teehee.





11 August 2006, 10:51 PM

Aint no other man.

THE O LEVEL CHINESE RESULTS WERE OUT TODAY...........

And guess what, i did better than expected. Teehee. Got a 3 but im still gona retake cos i THINK i'll be using it for my L1R5. Yeaps congrats t those who got their deserved distinctions. :] And t those who didnt meet up t their own expectations, retake and do better the next time round, dont give up okay people! Heads up.

Oh ya and like half the world had 3's too. Heh *squeaks*

Had tuition on Wednesday, 090806 ): Ehhe then went over t join Sam and Eun at her house t study for awhile. Eun's place is quite condusive t study what, if i was staying there i'll definitely go t the clubhse t study.. Oh and her dunno-what-fish is like HuGe! Seriously got a shock. Tsk then went t meet Nat and Cel t watch fireworks. Suppose t go Junyat's hse t watch but in the end we caught the fireworks at the bus stop. Heh but it was good. :) i loooooove fireworks! :D Ate there for awhile then daddy fetched. He alighted me after that for awhile, met up with Becks for awhile then she sent me home. =)

Today is supa tiring. Woke up fuzzy and really really didnt want t go t school. Extra Chem lessons at night, plus CIP in the afternoon, what a bore. But then CIP was kinda slack, bathed then night study was like eating all the way. Hah then talked bout some 7th month shit while walking t the interchange.. damn scary kay! gawd.

Study study tmr! Really need it, i feel the gooseybumps.!!




This was the song i always wanted t share about. :)

Baby you're a glitter doll
(On the radio)
I dissolve
(In my stereo)
You've got me
You've got me coming back for more

Pop princess hold my hand
Pop princess I'm a fan
Pop princess I need you now
Freak me out turn me inside out
Pop princess make me smile
Pop princess drive me wild
Pop princess I need you now
So baby turn your love up loud

iloveyou.





07 August 2006, 6:58 PM

You've made a promise.

Goodie gawd. I shldnt have said all that. =X

Isit very weird for me t like chinese songs!? Lol.
Nah la kidding. =)

Ah yes slack week ahead! Oh and they said 100% O level results for Chinese would be coming out either this week or the next, latest on Tuesday. Like just kill me! I'm so gona do badly, can predict with my fingers. O level English Orals are next week too, killer please. So the slack week isn't really slack after all....

Happy Advanced Birthday Singapore!!
:D
( Took like 20 mins t alternate the colours! )

Showing your love t your country doesn't mean that you have t be patriotic. ;)

Few more weeks of school, then dooooom time.
Oh how i miss.

Shld i go on Wednesday?

I'm confused, really.





05 August 2006, 9:35 PM

Wo yi ran hai zai deng dai.

Oh gawd, now everything boys down t studying. Its a routine, everyday from 12am t 12pm. Everyone's starting t mug, staying back for night study or even just going out t study for awhile. A tough time ahead everyone! Hang in there though, its just a few more months then we can enjoy BEEEEG time. =)

So encouraging huh, so why am i not doing anything bout it? :'(

Soccer's in! :D Even the security guard and the uncles in the canteen are participating in it! Heh but i dont really enjoy running round the field, so catch me in playing the goalie! Lol what a loser right.

Oh speaking about PE reminds me of my PFT, which really sucked though and im unhappy about it. >:( I've scored a Bronze, even the monkeys were shocked. Eek how could they change the scheme in the middle of the year, so i've got a 5, 5, 5, 5, 4, 1! Stupid inclines. Didnt retake though, so the fugly Bronze will be in my record now. ):

Here,
there.
Everywhere.

Time flies, soon i'll hit the 2o's!
So consoling.

Ha ha im laughing at a stupid matter, about how stupid i was.
Thinking about what if...?
Could it ever happen again?
Then smthg struck me,
FUCK.
What was i thinking about.

So much happened during that period of time, we definitely changed. Everything changed. And firstly, it was kinda wrong. But as the saying goes...... Then all this shit started again, and i was dumb t the extend of waiting again, that was all i could do.
The chance's gone again.

Ah no shit of this kind no more!
Aiya only someone will know bout all these.

And,
please listen t this song. =)
Because someone's in the everyone hehe.




IM SO TIRED.
im folding stars for your sake.







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